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Monday, 04 January 2010
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I really, really, really can't do this.
Sunday, 27 December 2009
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I cannot help but wonder what he has been doing in Lebanon. I keep hoping I'll get a call, but pff.. I KNOW that'll never happen.
Christmas was good. I got money and a bracelet. I bought some skirts and a dress and some leggings and some paint and a canvas and a new CD. I am happy with my new stuff. Oh, I got a pursee, weird huh? I never had one before, but I thought it was time I had one. Ha..
Well.. It's kind of late and I need to try and sleep and not think so much. Night :]
Saturday, 19 December 2009
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Gabriel just randomly popped up at my house today.
We were talking and then he started saying how he will always be infatuated with me. Gabriel likes to talk, he likes to say things that make you feel good so that way he can get what he wants. So I told him Gabriel, you are "infatuated" with many girls. He started saying he was serious blahblahblah. So I said Gabriel if you truely cared about me you would have shown me, you wouldn't have blown me off when we were dating and you wouldn't have lied to me at the beginning of the year saying how you wanted to be with me again and a whole bunch of other lies and then talk to some other girl. I said that because of his actions, his words have been made worthless. Was that too harsh?? He didn't really like that I said that, but it's true. He hurt me, I gave him 3 chances and he hurt me so... why would I believe him now??
Anyways, he was playing guitar, and he does play very well, but all I could think about is how Michael would play guitar for me. How he would look at me and do this silly little face. I just need to stop this!!!!!!! Michael doesn't care anymore probably.. I need to get over this, but it's sooo difficult.
Well.. I just wanted to write about this because I thought it was random.
Thats it. Bye!
Thursday, 17 December 2009
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I bet he will get over me much faster than I will get over him.
He's going to Lebanon for the break. I won't be suprised when he does something with some other girl over there because it doesn't mean anything to him. He does whatever with girls, he doesn't care that it should mean something. ajksfhkaflhjdsfsd.
I try to think about the future and remind myself that one day I will be in love with some guy and I won't care anymore, but I don't even like thinking about that because I don't wannnnnt another guy. I don't want to do stuff, or anything with another guy. I don't even want to kiss another guy! It just wouldn't be right. But he probably doesn't care if he kisses or does whatever with another girl. :/
Oh wellllll... I have to get over him and not care what he does with who anymore.
It's a work in progress... a veryy slow work in progress.
I like writing in here, even if know one really reads it.
Someone from France and Republic of Korea has been looking at my site a lot. Who are you? haha. Just curious.
Alright, I've got nothing else. Bye!!
P.S.I'll try to stop writing about Michael so much, I'm sure it's driving someone crazy.. or maybe it's just me.
Saturday, 12 December 2009
Ven0mouS_Kisses
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- Name: Cristina
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 8/13/2006
About Me
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I am a Christian and I will talk about God as much as I want to :). One thing that's really awsome that I would like you guys to know is that because of Jesus Christ dying on the cross for my sins I am saved and can go to Heavan. It is ONLY by the faith I place in Jesus as my Savior and NOT by the good or bad things I do or have done in the past, or in the future that will get me into Heavan. You too can have eternal life if you just trust that Jesus died on the cross to pay for all your sins. It's seriously that simple. :) "For by grace you have been saved through faith; and that not of yourselves, it is the gift of God; NOT as a result of works, so that no one may boast." Ephesians 2:8,9
